busy days...

sorry 4 not updating 4 so long.. hehe i've been busy with induction course & BTN since 14 may 2008.. n currently i'm working in HKL..

14-18 may 2008
- BTN in tanjung rhu sepang.. we were occupied with many activities including group discussion, lectures, sports n kawad n all..
- was quite busy but i had a great time.. doing activities such as absailing, group activities..

19-2nd june 2008
- induction course in selesa beach resort, PD.. we had 2 weeks course which i rather say interesting as they told us about the allowance that we r going 2 get n other things related 2 a gov officer hehe
- the hotel was great with nice, delicious food..
- i had a wonderful time at the beach as well coz i love beach..
sometimes at night, we went 2 the beach 2 watch the stars n sing some songs hehe i'm gonna miss that time.
-all of us really had a great time 2gether as that was our last time 2gether...
- the sports event was great hehe where we played volley ball, tarik tali n lari dlm guni.. hehe it felt like we were young kids.. best!!
- 1 week before completing the course, we were given the letter abt where r we goin 2 be posted to.. it was a very tense moment when all of us open the envelope.. i was shocked 2 see that i got HKL becoz it was not in my 3 choices.. but i'm grateful that at least it was still near home.. alhamdulillah.. my sis was posted 2 hospital kajang..
- on our last day, we shed our tears as we hugged each other, bidding goodbye... i was so sad 2 be seperated with all the wonderful friends since med school.. nadia, shuk, joe, kak su, n many more.. many memories have been shared...hope all of us will meet again during our convo in september :)


hmm, that's all 4 the moment.. hope that i can write something abt working life... but it's 2 early 2 tell.. insyaAllah, i'll be updating soon..

i was tagged by farissa.. hehe.. thanks 4 the survey..


7 random facts about me:
1. a doctor..
2. only have a twin sis..
3. loves chocolates, ice cream, cakes, anything sweet
4. Loves children
5. Loves flowers, fireworks, beach
6. i'm a left handed..
7. hates annoying people..


7 things that scare me:
1. Allah
2. Losing someone I love, family
3. an accident..
4. losing my health..
5. when I did something bad..
6. Natural disasters
7. when u feel that the world is coming 2 the end..

7 random music at the moment:
1. 11 januari - gigi
2. Andai ku tahu - Ungu
3. bleeding love- Leona lewis
4. no air – jordin sparks & chris brown
5. sempurna – OST Love
6. say it again- marie digby
7. my wish- rascal flatts

7 things I say the most:
1. yes, we are twins hehe
2. really?
3. rindu nye..
4. wa dah gemuk..
5. jom kuar
6. chomelnye…
7. oh, so sweet…

7 things I treasure the most:
1. My family..
2. PDA handphone.. where every thing is inside there... to call people n save
impt things
3. my laptop.. 5 year already.. have some much memories in here.. n a buddy when i was a medic student.. buat report, powerpoint, dgr music n many more..
4. my car... for me 2 go anywhere..
5. pictures of good memories
6. everything that people gave me.. especially when they did themself.. handmade..
7. i'm able 2 live in this world haPpily until today 2 see alll the great creation of Allah.. Alhamdulillah..

7 "first time" things I ever did:
1. Went to US, UK, Korea
2. Went to umrah.. but already 2nd time actually..
3. Be a doctor
4. deliver a patient's baby... was a great experience
5. play bowling 4 school n won.. my name was on the newspaper...
6. acting as the main role in a school drama dulu..i'm not good in acting.. it was the first n the last hehe
7. make a police report masa ada stalker dulu

7 people to do this:
1. Amone
2. Fifa
3. Shix n nadia
4. Whahidah
5. Wahidah
6. Ila
7. anyone yg nak buat this survey :)

My wish list

My wish list….this is my wish list 4 this year & I have done some of it… hope I’ll can complete it by end of this year…

1. I wish that all my problems will disappear n I want 2 be haPPy always..
2. pass my exam and make my parents proud --> Alhamdullilah I’ve made it through.. hope that i'll be a good doctor.

3. to get posted to a hospital near home…Hosp Universiti, HUKM or Hosp. Selayang…

4. to see my friends in Kota Kinabalu after exam --> been there on mid April..

5. buy a new handphone coz my PDA has been broken seen 2 months ago, had no time 2 buy

bcoz of the exam…

6. to find my soulmate, get married soon and live happily ever after hehe --> still searching n waiting…
7. holiday with friends --> wonderful holiday with shix n nadia in PD.

8. holiday around Malaysia, Singapore, Bali, Australia…

9. To perform Umrah in Mecca with family if I passed the exam.. --> I’ll be leaving in 6 hours. pray that I will have a safe journey n will find serenity there..
10. I want 2 be a better person, physically, mentally n spiritually…
11. loose weight & live healthy..

12. learn something new like a language…

13.have lots of money or save more money hehe :)

A small word with a big meaning

LOVE ~

Will u love me in the morning when I’m not wearing any makeup
Will u hold my hand when I need a helping hand
Will u love me with all ur heart
Will u look into my eyes & tell me that u will always love me…
Will u be by my side through my hardest time in life
Will u take care of me when I’m sick

Will u love me even if i'm not beautiful...

Will u listen 2 my problems when I need a good listener…
Will u be able 2 understand when I’m busy…n may have not much time with u
Will u able 2 be a good husband n wonderful father for my children…
Will u love me even when later on my hair turns grey…

Will u love me forever even if I’m not in this world anymore…

Will u?

The answer is within u… only u know the answer

You shouldn't look for the one who completes, you need to be complete first, then look for the one who loves you completely

Do whatever makes you happy,Be who ever makes you smileLaugh as much as you breatheLove as long as you live!

don't settle for someone you can live with, settle with someone you just cant live without

its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all...

when u love some1 it's not easy 2 let go, when u let go it's not easy 2 love

"if you love someone set them free if they come back it's meant to be

love is a connection of two hearts beating in one direction

If you were a tear in my eye, i would never cry, because i would never want to loose you!

Love doesn’t have 2 have a happy ending coz love doesn’t have 2 end at all

True love hears what is not spoken & understands what is not explained, 4 love doesn’t work in the mouth nor mind but in the heart

Don’t love a person like a flower coz a flower dies in season, love them like a river coz river flows forever

memories

Sabah.. 6 years has passed by.. many things happened along the way… I once told my parents that I would really love 2 go back 2 Kota Kinabalu if I passed the exam n I did. I was very excited 2 go back 2 Kota Kinabalu on 15th-17th April…when I stepped foot in KK, I realized many things has changed.. I nearly can’t recognized the city of kota kinabalu.. it has totally changed & there are many buildings around.. it reminded me of Penang.. there were Waterfront, warisan square & many more new buildings… for those who didn’t know..i was in Kota Kinabalu for 3 years..my dad was transferred there when I was in form 4… it was a new beginning 4 me but it was also an eye opener.. I have 2 learnt 2 adapt with the surroundings.. being the new girl in town was not easy at 1st. apart from that, I’ve learnt many lessons in life here… about friendship, love n life. I had met great friends, Mon,Wani,Ham, syazwan, Yazir, jaja, meen, lina, zahrah n the list goes on.. n 1 thing for sure, I had build great memories here that I would never forget.. I remembered the good old days in All saints school, playing bowling with yazir , sufri n lina … n it was the first time I saw my name in the newspaper in the sport section… if I’m not mistaken, it was Borneo post.. I miss playing bowling for tournament. The last 1 was during UNIKL sports carnival last year.

Btw, I had a great time during my visit 2 KK. It was rather a time 4 meeting up friends n visit my previous should I saw hometown hehe that night, we met up my best friend mon n ham with ten n irwan.. I had a great time.. 1 thing I like was the sabah accent.. hehe lama sudah bah ndak ckp sabah.. lupa sudah .. I had totally forgotten how 2 speak sabah slang until I heard my friends talking 2 themselves that night… had some difficulty 2 adapt at first. Hehe we had so many things 2 catch up 4 the times that passed by 4 the past 6 years, after dinner at jesselton point, we continued supper at Coffee bean til 12 am..thank u 4 ham & E1 blanja ktorang ;)

The next day, we went 2 Kundasang with mon which is the highlands… it was our 3rd time actually… it brings all the great memories...n it was peaceful..the sceneries were breathtaking..it overlooked the Mount Kinabalu.. I’ve never climb Mount Kinabalu, maybe in future I should try.. b4 i forget, thanks mon 4 being a great friend... pejam celik, dah 7 tahun we are friends.. hehe it was nice 2 meet u in KK, usually mon yg dtg KL. hehe

for more info, check out ween's blog http://nazween.wordpress.com/ coz she had blog in the details.. i just don't want 2 repeat the same thing..

before coming back home, we stopped by SESB 2 see taj.. it was nice 2 see her after 6 years.. usually, we only chat through YM.. I had a great time in KK, hope that i have the chance 2 go back there after few years or maybe when i have my own family hehe :)

cuti2 Malaysia...

Sorry coz I didn’t bloggin for the past 2 weeks.. I was busy traveling around Malaysia hehe cuti2 malaysia… first stop was PD… ween, nadia, shix n me wanted 2 go somewhere near KL just 2 rest & relax.. so, we went there on the 19th April..we started our journey at 12 a.m & we reached PD at abt 2p.m.. after checking in the Corus paradise hotel, we went 2 the beach 4 a lunch picnic.. hehe thanks 2 Shix 4 the delicious Spaghetti & nadia 4 the drinks, we were enjoying our lunch underneath pokok kelapa & facing the beautiful sea…
That evening, we went 4 mandi2 at the beach.. hehe it was fun, it was like 1 year ago we went 2 the beach.. as far as I can remember, the last time was in teluk batik during paeds posting 4th year.. huhu lama dah x mandi laut.. after about 1 hour, we went back 2 the hotel.. shix wanted 2 go for a massage @ the seri ratu spa at the hotel itself. Hehe at last, all of us went there 4 a massage… it was relieving but it was painful at times when it reaches near superficial nerves I guess hehe.. some of us was screaming slowly ouch..ouch.. hehe the say, no pain, no gain hehe

after that, we had seafood for dinner at a restaurant near the beach… yummy..it was shix treat.. thanks :) that night we stayed up just chit chatting, borak batik until 1a.m hehe me & ween brought some snacks 2 eat, cuppacakes & jco’s donuts , yummy!

Early next day, we had breakfast at the hotel & after a few sight seeing, we drove back home.. it was a fun & relaxing holiday.. hope that we could have some time later on 2 have holiday at other places..

love & life...

This morning I saw abah siting at the patio reading newspaper.. suddenly I realized that year by year has gone by & abah is getting older by a year.. & of course I grew older too.. abah always told me to get married soon so that they can have grandchildren soon.. I knew Abah really loves children. Everytime we went somewhere, on family gathering.. abah will play with the kids & carry the baby everywhere.. he had no son coz we are the only daughters.. I knew he would really love 2 have a grandson.. hehe InsyaAllah, I hope I’ll be able 2 give Abah a grandson… InsyaAllah, hope that I’ll get a jodoh sooner or later.. hopefully it will be sooner..hehe

I went 2 a wedding this afternoon, it was the wedding of a daughter of Ibu’s friend… I really like 2 look at the bride & groom, they were made for each other..sgt secocok hehe they are both tall, fair & good looking.. When I get married someday, I would really like if people would see me & my future husband like that, look prefectly great together.. as I see in Azween & Aiman.. insyaAllah, they will be getting married next year.. when will it be my turn?? InsyaAllah, I’ll pray that I’ll find my true love someday.. for now, I’m still waiting & searching…

Since the past 2 years ++ or more precise 33 months ago, many friends & relatives have asked me why I’m still single.. I had no answer for that.. but now I think I know why..
1. B4 this I was really busy with studies & had not much time 4 myself..
2. I was afraid that I might get hurt again
3. I had 2 be a lil bit careful in choosing a special one coz this will decide my future…