love & life...

This morning I saw abah siting at the patio reading newspaper.. suddenly I realized that year by year has gone by & abah is getting older by a year.. & of course I grew older too.. abah always told me to get married soon so that they can have grandchildren soon.. I knew Abah really loves children. Everytime we went somewhere, on family gathering.. abah will play with the kids & carry the baby everywhere.. he had no son coz we are the only daughters.. I knew he would really love 2 have a grandson.. hehe InsyaAllah, I hope I’ll be able 2 give Abah a grandson… InsyaAllah, hope that I’ll get a jodoh sooner or later.. hopefully it will be sooner..hehe

I went 2 a wedding this afternoon, it was the wedding of a daughter of Ibu’s friend… I really like 2 look at the bride & groom, they were made for each other..sgt secocok hehe they are both tall, fair & good looking.. When I get married someday, I would really like if people would see me & my future husband like that, look prefectly great together.. as I see in Azween & Aiman.. insyaAllah, they will be getting married next year.. when will it be my turn?? InsyaAllah, I’ll pray that I’ll find my true love someday.. for now, I’m still waiting & searching…

Since the past 2 years ++ or more precise 33 months ago, many friends & relatives have asked me why I’m still single.. I had no answer for that.. but now I think I know why..
1. B4 this I was really busy with studies & had not much time 4 myself..
2. I was afraid that I might get hurt again
3. I had 2 be a lil bit careful in choosing a special one coz this will decide my future…