My best friend's wedding....

Too many things happen lately..I wanted to share all of them but I have too little time ..let me start about my best friend’s wedding… I went to pokka’s wedding in December… having thought that I don’t want 2 miss my best friend’s wedding… I went and took leave 2 months before n booked flight to Kota Bharu… it was my first time stepping foot in Kota Bharu.. I’ve never been there since I was born… when I arrived at the airport, pokka was very welcoming n so kind enough to even pick us up at the airport abt 4 hours before his akad nikah… thanks!! We checked in a small, cosy hotel Crystal Lodge... it is a small hotel but it has astro channels n wi-fi.. hehe then we went for tea @ kopitiam

That night was beautiful.. although it was drizzling.. it was a dark night filled with stars.. we went to Pokka’s house first.. his mother was nice, giving us some snacks before following the “ rombongan” to Asmath’s house…I sat beside his mother, waiting anxiously as pokka said his "lafaz"… I’m so excited to see my best friend getting married. pokka look so calm, wearing white baju melayu… alhamdulillah, with 1 lafaz.. he & asmath were united as husband n wife at that night...

The next day, we went for their reception @ Asmath’s house… both of them look beautiful in brownish-gold persalinan… i enjoyed the food.. to capture my best friend's happiest moment on his wedding, it's a memorable moment for me ..to my best friend, Pokka & his beautiful wife, Asmath.. Selamat Pengantin Baru… semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.. for the beautiful couple, May Allah bless your wedding forever...amin..

december wedding bells..

December is the month for weddings.. 3 weeks ago, went to Asma' n farouk's wedding in Slim River.. drove all the way to Slim River postcall as i don't want 2 miss it... i'm so haPpy for them, they r meant 2 be together forever. the wedding was sweet... with pink as their theme, the wedding was sweeter.. had a great time, met a bunch of my juniors..

for asma' n farouk - Semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat :) tomorrow will be a big day for 1 of my bestfriend, Pokka. can't miss it for the world..hehe

TO the mOst beauTiful perSOn in My life...haPpy birthDay

celebrating birthday @ Sheraton Subang...

hAPpy birThday ibu... on 3rd December 2008, she's now 56... to the most beautiful perSon in my life.. HaPPy birthDay... i wish All the haPPiness in the world for u.. InsyaAllah, Allah will bless all of us forever..

Ibu... thank u because of u i will never lose sight of the truly impt things in my life

life warmth, joy and happiness

Because u taught me how to see with my heart

your example had given me footsteps to follow
ur encouragement has given me wings to fly

ur love will always be a part of me whereever i go in life

YOur the best.. n i love u so much...

footprints...

Life iS full oF pEopLe wHo

will mAke u cRy,

sMile uNtil ur fAce hUrts

so hAPpy tHat u'll thiNk u'LL buRst

But tHe oNes whO leAves thEir fOotpRints in yOur sOuL

Are tHe onEs thAt keEp ur liFe gOinG

L.O.V.E

Desir pasir di padang tandus

Segersang pemikiran hati

Terkisah ku diantara cinta yang murni

Bila keyakinanku datang

Kasih bukan sekedar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung kupertaruhkan
Maafkan bilaku tak sempurna

Cinta ini tak mungkin kucegah

Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita

Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Namun harus kutinggalkan cinta

Ketika ku bersujud

stress...

sorry 4 not updating for quite a long time... i've always wanted 2 share something abt my latest work... but due to heavy workload and time constraint, i have no time 2 do so. Obstetric n gynae posting.. it's more stressful then haPpy times. i would say i miss medical ward!! huhu i started in labour room where my 1st week was like hell .many unfortunate, bad things haPpen.. i nearly felt like quiting but some1 told me to be strong n just pray that everything will be fine.... i have never give up, however i really felt that in my first few weeks in obstetric. I was blame for the the things that i do.. n worst thing that i was blame for the things that i didn't do!! sometimes when i'm tired, the thing that keep me smiling is to see cute babies in the labour room. so cute!

in gynae ward... me & aishah is taking care of cancer patient..dealing with this patient makes me feel grateful for the things that i have in life.. n i'll pray that i would never ever have to go through what the patient went through.. i wish they would not have 2 suffer... evrytime i would always tell myself n 2 them that everything will be alright..but deep down inside i know it's not going to be much better... hope that they will always be strong...i'm still hoping for rainbow after

heavy rain..

i have 2 endure this posting for another 2 months... wish me luck...

Syawal arrives again...

Happy eid… sorry for the late entry… Alhamdulillah I’ve the chance to celebrate raya with my family…. I had 3 days leave.i was oncall on the 29th September.. had quite a few admissions that night.. didn’t have sleep that night..

Next morning, 30th September- I wanted to do some last minute shopping for raya…went to pavilion with Joe n ween, bought for ibu some cookie jars and handbag for my self…bought some J.Co’s donuts for berbuka..yummy. then, went to PKNs 2 buy more kuih but I end up buying 2 baju kurung there coz it’s really cheap.. hehe 50% off.. great deal :)
On raya eve, managed to help ibu with some house chores before dozing off…

1st raya was very different than every other day… although the spirit of raya was not as great as last time,,, but i’m so excited that morning.. this is the 1st tmie we r celebrating raya @ our new house in Shah Alam.. usually, was a routine 4 us 2 go back 2 Perak n Penang.. but this year we decided not 2 go back coz of time factor..plus abah’s still on stretcher.. difficult to ambulate…

Went 2 neighbours openhouse…had a great time, meeting new neighbours..make some new friends :) that evening, abang chak n family came..
It was a memorable moment for me to be able to give duit raya for my niece n nephews and also parents…

As they say, raya is the time for forgiveness.. that evening it was a tearful moment when I ask for forgiveness from my parents for the things I did in the past.it was a relief though….