love it....

Alhamdulillah, i've finally received my new car 2 weeks ago..

Love it so much...

i'm gonna take good care of the car..

it's easier for me 2 move around now...

my sis is taking the previous car currently..

my life.....

my life has change a lot since i've started working as a doctor... believe me..it's very much different then being a medical student.. it's a life with full responsibilities... i'm currently working in medical ward P2, hospital Kuala lumpur.. it's the busiest medical ward in msia with 60 beds & 15 extension beds on active days.. with only 6 housemans around, can u imagine how's the work load? it's definitely difficult at first 2 get used 2 working long hours, no time for lunch, have 2 rush 2 radiology, pathology depeartment, working 7 days a week. but Alhamdulillah, i've made it through.. time flies.. exactly 1 month i've started working..i had done 3 oncalls 4 the time being.. had my first oncall on the 20th june.. i didn't have much sleep.. only 1 hour that day. the longest time i'm awake is for 39 hours.. from 6 a.m 2nd july 2008 till 7p.m 3rd july.. that was my third oncall.. at that time 2 patients with pneumothorax came at 2 am in the morning.. i had 2 monitor the patients every 1/2 hour till morning. i don't dare 2 sleep as the patient's life is important n i don't want 2 be blame if anything haPpen 2 them.. i think patience is impt in this kind of job as we r dealing with many types of people with different attitudes.. sometimes i can't stand some patient's attitude n loose my temper... usually at 2-5am in the morning when i don't get much sleep... i'm trying 2 smile most of the time, but i can't...Alhamdulillah, i met some great friends, like onni, Thiru n Vicky.. Onni had taught me a lot during my first few days working..she'll be MO in a week. Vicky always there making jokes, cheering me up n helping me out sometimes...Thiru n I have been working for 1 month but both of us had presented at the mortality meeting & conference... i never thought that i would be able 2 present in front of other housemans n specialists .. n i'm so thankful that i did that day! at least we r brave enough 2 face our weaknesses.. getting scolded by specialist is a routine here.. it's painful at times but i guess being scolded is good.. at least, i won't make the same mistakes in future.. i'm still trying 2 get used to people calling me a doctor..hehe

1 of my fav thing is 2 do procedures like peritoneal tapping, pleural tapping and lumbar puncture... it's fun! i really love my job although is tiring sometimes..hope i'll get through my 2 years of housemanship.. pray 4 me k :) for my fellow juniors, study hard n work hard.. working life is much2 harder..good luck!

busy days...

sorry 4 not updating 4 so long.. hehe i've been busy with induction course & BTN since 14 may 2008.. n currently i'm working in HKL..

14-18 may 2008
- BTN in tanjung rhu sepang.. we were occupied with many activities including group discussion, lectures, sports n kawad n all..
- was quite busy but i had a great time.. doing activities such as absailing, group activities..

19-2nd june 2008
- induction course in selesa beach resort, PD.. we had 2 weeks course which i rather say interesting as they told us about the allowance that we r going 2 get n other things related 2 a gov officer hehe
- the hotel was great with nice, delicious food..
- i had a wonderful time at the beach as well coz i love beach..
sometimes at night, we went 2 the beach 2 watch the stars n sing some songs hehe i'm gonna miss that time.
-all of us really had a great time 2gether as that was our last time 2gether...
- the sports event was great hehe where we played volley ball, tarik tali n lari dlm guni.. hehe it felt like we were young kids.. best!!
- 1 week before completing the course, we were given the letter abt where r we goin 2 be posted to.. it was a very tense moment when all of us open the envelope.. i was shocked 2 see that i got HKL becoz it was not in my 3 choices.. but i'm grateful that at least it was still near home.. alhamdulillah.. my sis was posted 2 hospital kajang..
- on our last day, we shed our tears as we hugged each other, bidding goodbye... i was so sad 2 be seperated with all the wonderful friends since med school.. nadia, shuk, joe, kak su, n many more.. many memories have been shared...hope all of us will meet again during our convo in september :)


hmm, that's all 4 the moment.. hope that i can write something abt working life... but it's 2 early 2 tell.. insyaAllah, i'll be updating soon..

i was tagged by farissa.. hehe.. thanks 4 the survey..


7 random facts about me:
1. a doctor..
2. only have a twin sis..
3. loves chocolates, ice cream, cakes, anything sweet
4. Loves children
5. Loves flowers, fireworks, beach
6. i'm a left handed..
7. hates annoying people..


7 things that scare me:
1. Allah
2. Losing someone I love, family
3. an accident..
4. losing my health..
5. when I did something bad..
6. Natural disasters
7. when u feel that the world is coming 2 the end..

7 random music at the moment:
1. 11 januari - gigi
2. Andai ku tahu - Ungu
3. bleeding love- Leona lewis
4. no air – jordin sparks & chris brown
5. sempurna – OST Love
6. say it again- marie digby
7. my wish- rascal flatts

7 things I say the most:
1. yes, we are twins hehe
2. really?
3. rindu nye..
4. wa dah gemuk..
5. jom kuar
6. chomelnye…
7. oh, so sweet…

7 things I treasure the most:
1. My family..
2. PDA handphone.. where every thing is inside there... to call people n save
impt things
3. my laptop.. 5 year already.. have some much memories in here.. n a buddy when i was a medic student.. buat report, powerpoint, dgr music n many more..
4. my car... for me 2 go anywhere..
5. pictures of good memories
6. everything that people gave me.. especially when they did themself.. handmade..
7. i'm able 2 live in this world haPpily until today 2 see alll the great creation of Allah.. Alhamdulillah..

7 "first time" things I ever did:
1. Went to US, UK, Korea
2. Went to umrah.. but already 2nd time actually..
3. Be a doctor
4. deliver a patient's baby... was a great experience
5. play bowling 4 school n won.. my name was on the newspaper...
6. acting as the main role in a school drama dulu..i'm not good in acting.. it was the first n the last hehe
7. make a police report masa ada stalker dulu

7 people to do this:
1. Amone
2. Fifa
3. Shix n nadia
4. Whahidah
5. Wahidah
6. Ila
7. anyone yg nak buat this survey :)

My wish list

My wish list….this is my wish list 4 this year & I have done some of it… hope I’ll can complete it by end of this year…

1. I wish that all my problems will disappear n I want 2 be haPPy always..
2. pass my exam and make my parents proud --> Alhamdullilah I’ve made it through.. hope that i'll be a good doctor.

3. to get posted to a hospital near home…Hosp Universiti, HUKM or Hosp. Selayang…

4. to see my friends in Kota Kinabalu after exam --> been there on mid April..

5. buy a new handphone coz my PDA has been broken seen 2 months ago, had no time 2 buy

bcoz of the exam…

6. to find my soulmate, get married soon and live happily ever after hehe --> still searching n waiting…
7. holiday with friends --> wonderful holiday with shix n nadia in PD.

8. holiday around Malaysia, Singapore, Bali, Australia…

9. To perform Umrah in Mecca with family if I passed the exam.. --> I’ll be leaving in 6 hours. pray that I will have a safe journey n will find serenity there..
10. I want 2 be a better person, physically, mentally n spiritually…
11. loose weight & live healthy..

12. learn something new like a language…

13.have lots of money or save more money hehe :)

A small word with a big meaning

LOVE ~

Will u love me in the morning when I’m not wearing any makeup
Will u hold my hand when I need a helping hand
Will u love me with all ur heart
Will u look into my eyes & tell me that u will always love me…
Will u be by my side through my hardest time in life
Will u take care of me when I’m sick

Will u love me even if i'm not beautiful...

Will u listen 2 my problems when I need a good listener…
Will u be able 2 understand when I’m busy…n may have not much time with u
Will u able 2 be a good husband n wonderful father for my children…
Will u love me even when later on my hair turns grey…

Will u love me forever even if I’m not in this world anymore…

Will u?

The answer is within u… only u know the answer

You shouldn't look for the one who completes, you need to be complete first, then look for the one who loves you completely

Do whatever makes you happy,Be who ever makes you smileLaugh as much as you breatheLove as long as you live!

don't settle for someone you can live with, settle with someone you just cant live without

its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all...

when u love some1 it's not easy 2 let go, when u let go it's not easy 2 love

"if you love someone set them free if they come back it's meant to be

love is a connection of two hearts beating in one direction

If you were a tear in my eye, i would never cry, because i would never want to loose you!

Love doesn’t have 2 have a happy ending coz love doesn’t have 2 end at all

True love hears what is not spoken & understands what is not explained, 4 love doesn’t work in the mouth nor mind but in the heart

Don’t love a person like a flower coz a flower dies in season, love them like a river coz river flows forever

memories

Sabah.. 6 years has passed by.. many things happened along the way… I once told my parents that I would really love 2 go back 2 Kota Kinabalu if I passed the exam n I did. I was very excited 2 go back 2 Kota Kinabalu on 15th-17th April…when I stepped foot in KK, I realized many things has changed.. I nearly can’t recognized the city of kota kinabalu.. it has totally changed & there are many buildings around.. it reminded me of Penang.. there were Waterfront, warisan square & many more new buildings… for those who didn’t know..i was in Kota Kinabalu for 3 years..my dad was transferred there when I was in form 4… it was a new beginning 4 me but it was also an eye opener.. I have 2 learnt 2 adapt with the surroundings.. being the new girl in town was not easy at 1st. apart from that, I’ve learnt many lessons in life here… about friendship, love n life. I had met great friends, Mon,Wani,Ham, syazwan, Yazir, jaja, meen, lina, zahrah n the list goes on.. n 1 thing for sure, I had build great memories here that I would never forget.. I remembered the good old days in All saints school, playing bowling with yazir , sufri n lina … n it was the first time I saw my name in the newspaper in the sport section… if I’m not mistaken, it was Borneo post.. I miss playing bowling for tournament. The last 1 was during UNIKL sports carnival last year.

Btw, I had a great time during my visit 2 KK. It was rather a time 4 meeting up friends n visit my previous should I saw hometown hehe that night, we met up my best friend mon n ham with ten n irwan.. I had a great time.. 1 thing I like was the sabah accent.. hehe lama sudah bah ndak ckp sabah.. lupa sudah .. I had totally forgotten how 2 speak sabah slang until I heard my friends talking 2 themselves that night… had some difficulty 2 adapt at first. Hehe we had so many things 2 catch up 4 the times that passed by 4 the past 6 years, after dinner at jesselton point, we continued supper at Coffee bean til 12 am..thank u 4 ham & E1 blanja ktorang ;)

The next day, we went 2 Kundasang with mon which is the highlands… it was our 3rd time actually… it brings all the great memories...n it was peaceful..the sceneries were breathtaking..it overlooked the Mount Kinabalu.. I’ve never climb Mount Kinabalu, maybe in future I should try.. b4 i forget, thanks mon 4 being a great friend... pejam celik, dah 7 tahun we are friends.. hehe it was nice 2 meet u in KK, usually mon yg dtg KL. hehe

for more info, check out ween's blog http://nazween.wordpress.com/ coz she had blog in the details.. i just don't want 2 repeat the same thing..

before coming back home, we stopped by SESB 2 see taj.. it was nice 2 see her after 6 years.. usually, we only chat through YM.. I had a great time in KK, hope that i have the chance 2 go back there after few years or maybe when i have my own family hehe :)